J is a letter to Pelatiah from his wife Cornelia,
who with the children are staying with family in Indiana.
[J] [ envelope: Pelatiah Bond,
Minneapolis,Minn. post mark: FORTVILLE IND , Jan 4]
1st Month, 2nd 1870
First day almost noon.
My dear husband,
I want to tell thee first, why I always write with a pencil
there art [?] many children around that it is dangerous to have ink open.
I have a pencil not more than an inch long, to write with today, would not
attempt it only that I don't see how I can line through the day without
writing something to thee since I can't put my arms about thee and talk,
sweet words of love, to thee. Charlie came home last evening and brought
thy last sweet letter of the 20 of last Mo. I was so glad to here from thee
but it did make one so home sick that if I were to [consoled] my own feelings
I would start home tomorrow but it will not do to go without going to see
Edward unless, there is something very [?].
And now for a little business [?]. The old homestead is saddly
on the decline. Charlie has alone no good farming for several years, because
he has tried to do to much, he is very weekly this winter, with dispepria
and liver complaint, has not more than half his corn in now, and is not
able to work. Eva is sick all the time and her father is more helpless and
expensive than [?] I did not expect to send home for money, but under the
circumstances, I could hardly accept it from him, if he were to offer, I
know he is strapt now. Ma said I should not let thee send it, that they
would let me have it but they are nearly all sick as not well, and not getting
along very well,(this is all private) I had to spend considerable coming
down $35. will take me home and perhaps a little more, but I do not like
to start with any less, I will have enough to take me up to Randolph then
I will be through with my visiting and ready to start home. I want to go
up next week Ma will not hear to me going home untill approving, but I must
go I love her but, thee more.
Send the check or money to Fortville, by the time I get back
from [Lynn] , I will go home by the way of Noblesville and visit Dan on
my way homeward. I want to see a news paper from the upper country to know
the condition of things, whether the rail road is open and so on. I will
not get to visit all the acquaintances that I had hoped to but the roads
are so bad that it is impossible to go much. Charlie said he will take me
where ever I want to go, we were going to [Tansett's] today if the weather
was fit, quite a snow is falling I expect to attend meeting here next first
day, then go back to Fortville.
I will write to [?] today to let them know when I will be there.
I am through with business and now will tell thee that I love thee very
very much, and would be happier with thee today than I am here. The [?]
and [confu] is terrific; [?] it is in desirable, how can I live through
another week
[have two halves of pages that do not seem to go together. Pages missing?
may be from different letter(s).]
I love thee and will try to be more
[?] & enduring than I have ever been and will [?] to thee on this baby
[?] when I get there I think we had better time where we are I mean where
than art. I don't like the idea of living so far from thee but I will
be there in time to [?] before spring
love us and pray for us, the children have sores on them I have been using
[Oxsole] of [?] on them but they don't get well they are not enjoying
themselves very much. Myrtle is home sick now, write again
I will write a line or two more, I sent a letter to the office
yesterday that I trust will reach thee soon, and cheer thee. Thy last
letter was one of the sweetest I ever read, I cannot reply to it as it
desire us. I will not expect to see the horse fixed up well I know you
will not have time to I can clean it when I come do not be [disturbed]
about the way it looks when I come. oh I wish I could go this week. I
do want to see thee but I can scarcely visit thee here under the circumstances,
there is no chance for enjoyment here.
Charlie is going to take us up to [Tansett's] this evening
I can write no more. Ever thy own Cornelia
My love to all the friends
Tuesday evening.
The children all went out this evening and I thought to look
over my letter and see what I had written in the confusion I think it
is the worst letter I ever wrote but here they all are on [?] again and
I can do no better. I would write another if it were possible.
I have not had a good nights sleep since I left thee and my
eyes are beginning to burn.
Myrtle is wanting me to send thee a kiss. Oh how glad I will
be to get back to thee again. I canšt keep warm at night and I long and
think of thee and wish I could lay my cheek against thine and rest sweetly.
I wish I could see Dan more I do not feel [?] when I am with
him. He is so much like thee and Ben.
I can't I can't write
Good night
Cornelia
strife
Through all the [tumult] and the
I hear the baby [synalling].
It send and echo through my ears
How can I keep from scolding
original C E B
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